So, I need to just get out how I have been feeling lately, and I don't want to keep it confined within a personal journal or put on myspace/facebook. okay, so my major concern/worry would be the lack of employment. That wouldn't be so stressful itself, but I have an additional person that I will soon have to take care of. That's right world, I am having a baby. Well, my girlfriend, Meghan Emily Armstrong, is have a baby I already know that it is a boy. The lack of income is incredibly stressful (needless to say). Well if that isn't enough to make anyone fret, I also have to worry about my ridiculous mother. She has a hernia that is about 5cm now. Now, I realize that that is terrible, but she doesn't have her priorities straight. She has not been to work in a month, and has lost her job as the manager of floor five at Johnston Memorial Hospital. They have agreed to find her a job that they feel she could be more useful at, but if she doesn't get back to work, I am going to be without a place to live. So, you can see that I have screwed up my life a little bit. I really want to find a good church to go to, as well. I cannot attend my grandfather's church, either. It is just too stressful for everyone in the church to know so much about me.

Well, I guess I will see if this helps. I guess I am a whiner.